Sandman where are you?

So I can’t sleep and I am not a happy camper. I am super frustrated… Nothing is working, Milk, Ny-Quil, Hot bath, Counting sheep… Nothing! Maybe it’s the stress in my life, maybe it’s all the thoughts and analyzing going on in my head. Worrying about my nephew could be it. How he is doing has consumed my thoughts all day. Maybe that is it… Pneumonia is a very dangerous thing though they were able to catch it very early on I still worry. I am exhausted from trying to help my sister out today. Crew did not want to be put down, he wanted to be held…. and walked. He would cry as soon as you put him down or stopped walking. So, for hours it was laps around the house with no stop and a chubby little munchkin on the hip. I am worn out from that, I can only imagine my poor sister. It was so sad to see him so sick. I think my sister should get an award, she’s a great mom. Though maybe the analyzing could be it… I have been over analyzing “the dream”… I think I may be afraid to sleep after the dream I had the other night. Maybe that’s it…. I had this dream about seeing someone I want to see, but haven’t seen in quite awhile…. It was a weirdly awkward dream, not because I didn’t enjoy it, but because I woke up hoping dreams do come true! I never have dreams like that. My dreams are usually quite ridiculous and far from reality… This one was not. It made perfect sense and it was exactly what I wanted….. Maybe I shouldn’t be so weird about the dream… It was just a dream, if it happened in real life, then I can lose sleep, right? Ok, now, settled, maybe all I will have to do is squeeze my eyes closed and I will be on my way to more wonderful dreams! I’m not sure it’s going to be that easy but let’s try!